糖果

总喜欢把一个对象从人生意义的视角来思考，这个也不例外。

用蜗居里宋思明的一句话来说，只要人从获取快乐的捷径中尝到甜头，就会爱上这种方式，不会满足于脚踏实地回报率低的做法。

那个讲的是二奶。

同样，这里适用于人生的快乐。

人活着总是趋乐避苦。

当毒品成为人追逐极致快乐的一个非常便捷的途径时，人们也会对它上瘾，并且放弃一步步脚踏实地追逐小快乐小满足的生活方式。

由此，毒品便成了他们生活中快乐来源的剩下的唯一支撑。

这就像一个漩涡，他们越陷越深。

直至毒品与享乐挥霍了他们大部分的光芒，变得麻木而令人生厌，堕落而不自知。

而人生总是有回头路可走，当陷入绝境的时候，放下就意味着得到。

舍得舍得，舍弃了通往极乐的便利，获得的是平凡生活的幸福，两位主人公终于逐渐生发出了往日的光彩，找回了作为一个生命该有的活力。

为他们高兴。

两位主角在不断堕落的过程中不断放弃道德底线，抛弃了很多人的尊严，做出了很多不堪的事情，唯一剩下的最后的自尊心就是从没离开对方了，可能心底可能还是坚守着那份爱情，即使已经掺杂了很多脏乱的色彩。

不过说真的，除了最后一段开始man，一直觉得这样的男的不值得托付终生。

曾今有一对男女名叫dan和candy那年一切都很火热所有的蜡烛都在树上融化他在阳台蠕动，到处攀爬，为她做任何事我的dan男孩成千上万的鸟儿 最小的鸟儿装点着她的秀发一切都是金色的一天晚上 欲火点燃了绣床他风度翩翩 坏得恰到好处我们住在阳光和巧克力的宫殿里午后纵情狂欢dan 铤而走险的战士candy为你祈祷那天的余晖像鲨鱼般在巡游“这次，我要试试你的办法”你如此迅速的进入我的生命 并且我喜欢我们在欢愉的泥泞中碾得粉碎我双腿潮湿 屈服于你万物之中有条鸿沟整个大地都倾斜了这就是事业 这就是我们追随的你在我体内 伴着夜晚的降临 难再入睡 水池中的怪物黑暗本质的一部分 飞翔鸡和奔跑的青豆我所看到的地方我有时恨你...........床边的一盆花我一时失手打破了你的头孩子死于清晨我给他起了个名字 他的名字叫托马斯可怜的小家伙他的心像魔法般鼓动得跳动这是一段瘾君子的感情。

经历过爱，美好，吸毒，戒毒，孩子，失去孩子，新的生活，精神病...最后再次聚首，却回不到过去。

世界并没有改变，在你眼里世界是什么样的他就是什么样的。

你用你的行为把它变成了那个似乎绝境的深渊。

这样爱情也会在泥藻中失去她的姿色。

最后连同所有的一切被黑暗吞噬。

精神病是人逃避的港湾。

死亡是逃避港湾的人最后的终点。

当candy在墙上涂鸦的时候,我终于止不住泪水...long long time ago, there were a Candy and a Dan...they deeply fell in love with each other...were,是过去时

關於毒品的電影, 看得太多了. 而看candy這套戲, 純粹只是因為這個名字.電影開始時, 是dan的自白, 他細說他的candy, 聽到candy這名字, 頓時毛管楝. 由abbie cornish演candy最貼切不過, 她是那種甜到滿瀉的女孩. dan和candy瘋狂地的愛上對方, 他們從毒品中找到可以逃避現實,只容得下對方兩人的天堂, 從彼此的沉淪中找到如糖果般甜美的快樂.全片由heaven, earth, hell三部份道出他們兩的愛情關係, 導演沒有刻意去說教, 只是將現實放在大家眼前, 卻又拍得如夢如詩的美麗, 不知這片子有多少是忠於原著, 儘管有不少不完美之處, 觀眾只要用心去感受那種愛到沉淪至自我摧毀的淒美就夠了.若你明白愛可以愛到不能自拔, 看這套片一定會覺得很痛, 痛得只好放手.

糖果的颜色总是多变的。

可口的吮吸，诱人的味道总是让人迷惑留恋。

割舍不掉糖果融化在口中甜美的味道。

即使完全化为乌有，至少曾经含在口中的丝丝幸福还是难以忘怀。

Candy影片中的希斯操着浓郁的澳洲口音，说话时仿佛口中就含有块指尖大的糖豆。

影片开始在幸福的转盘中开始了两个人的故事，他们的爱很甜美，也很痛苦。

幸福快乐总是那么简单，不论是什么方式，偷车也好，诈骗也罢。

只要能搞到钱，搞到嗑药。

就能在二人世界中臆想天伦之乐。

这样的幸福就像转盘的转动总是短暂停留。

社会的万能之手是不会放过每一个生活在其中的人们，道德，家庭，信仰，责任。

总是无时不刻考究着每一个生活在其中的人们。

于是，这就成了他们甜蜜的负缀。

爱不再是那么的简单单。

影片中希斯在淡蓝色的泳池里游泳，与爱人缠绵。

时间仿佛静止般美好。

嗑药后的性能使他们忘记一切的烦恼。

生活在现实中的我们何尝不想逃避。

但是负缀总会在美好过后将他们拉回来，没有正式的工作，没有钱供养家庭，日日为衣食苦恼，穷竭似乎要把灵魂从躯体中逼出。

一切的一切注定，这样的爱困难重重。

希斯还是那么的爱candy，拼了一切的爱。

可是还是无法挽回毒品对生理带来的恶果。

伴着candy的流产，生活的希望就此永久的破没了。

碌碌无为的度日，已不再是隔世桃园般的美好，理想与不能，社会的逼迫，痛苦与压抑充斥着彼此。

家里的每一处房间，每一个墙壁，都成为了怨念的宿怨。

candy,在墙壁的每一句话都是一把把利剑，直直的插在希斯的心中。

活活的杀死了一颗满爱的心。

分别后在餐馆的偶然相见，似乎彼此回归正常生活后能在从心开始。

但此时，希斯抑郁已久的过往记忆如决堤的大坝，瞬间迸发。

一个男人，泪水就这样无助的在伤过自己的女人面前留下。

他还是深爱着她，还是爱得灵魂消散，凝神对望彼此后很久很久，sorry,I can't back.因为爱的太深已经再难以拾起过往。

Candy依然是美的那么美妙，动心，糖果依然是甜美的耐人寻味，但是爱＋甜的等式左后并不是天堂。

所以 ，偶尔含糖，是美好的回忆，时时含糖，却是蛀牙满口的后果。

糖果的色彩依旧，不禁诱人，还能腻人。。。

「The future or the thing that gleamed. The present was so very, very good. I wasn't trying to wreck Candy's life. I was trying to make mine better. We wanted to share absolutely everything. Especially the best bits.」「Here is the deepest secret that nobody knows. Here is the root of the root, and the bud of the bud, and the sky of the sky,in the tree called life, which grows higher than soul can hope, or mind can hide, and this is the one that is keeping the stars apart. I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart. 」「We'd found the secret glue that held all things together in a perfect place where the noise did not intrude. Our world was so very complete.」「Everything we ever did. we did with the best of intentions, but events tumble! And the years pile up.The world is very bewildering to a junkie.」「What do you think this is about? Sunday Lunch. It's a pretty simple thing. But with you two, there's no such thing as simple. It‘s the drugs! The drugs always come first. Do you have any idea what you have done to my family? To me? What happened to that beautiful little girl?」 「Once upon a time, there was Candy and Dan. Things were very hot that year. All the wax was melting in the trees. He would climb balconies, climb everywhere, do anything for her, oh Danny boy. Thousands of birds, the tiniest birds, adorned her hair. Everything was gold. One night the bed caught fire. He was handsome and a very good criminal. We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars. It was the afternoon of extravagant delight. Danny the daredevil. Candy went missing. The days last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks. I want to try it your way this time. You came into my life really fast and I liked it. We squelched in the mud of our joy. I was wet-thighed with surrender. Then there was a gap in things and the whole earth tilted. This is the business. This, is what we're after. With you inside me comes the hatch of death. And perhaps I'll simply never sleep again. The monster in the pool. We are a proper family now with cats and chickens and runner beans. Everywhere I looked. And sometimes I hate you. Friday -- I didn't mean that, mother of the blueness. Angel of the storm. Remember me in my opaqueness. You pointed at the sky, that one called Sirius or dog star, but on here on earth. Fly away sun. Ha ha fucking ha you are so funny Dan. A vase of flowers by the bed. My bare blue knees at dawn. These ruffled sheets and you are gone and I am going too. I broke your head on the back of the bed but the baby he died in the morning. I gave him a name. His name was Thomas. Poor little god. His heart pounds like a voodoo drum.」「Everything's dead. Everything's turning blue.」「And that was it. That was all that was scattered to the winds. Casper was gone. Schumann was lost. Candy was off getting better. The coast. Rehab. And I...was. I was just... The world was full of startling new concepts. I couldn't think.I couldn't breathe. I was waiting for her to come back. Because she was everything. She was everything to me. 」「There's no going back. If you're given a reprieve, I think it is good to remember just how thin it is.」「When you can stop, you don't want to. When you want to stop, you can't.」

Once upon a time, there was Candy and Dan. Things were very hot that year. All the wax was melting in the trees. He would climb balconies, climb everywhere, do anything for her, my Danny boy. Thousands of birds, the tiniest birds, adorned her hair. Everything was gold. One night the bed caught fire. He was handsome, and a very good criminal. We lived on sunlight and chocolate bars. It was the afternoon of extravagant delight.Danny, the daredevil. Candy went missing. The days last rays of sunshine cruise like sharks. "I wanna try your way this time." You came into my life really fast, and I liked it. We squelched in the mud of our joy. I was wet-thighed with surrender. Then there was a gap in things, and the whole earth tilted. This is the business. This, is what we're after. With you inside me comes the hatch of death. And perhaps I'll simply never sleep again. The monster in the pool. We are a proper family now with cats and chickens and runner beans. Everywhere I looked. Sometimes I hate you. Friday -- I didn't mean that, mother of the blueness. Angel of the storm. Remember me in my opaqueness. You pointed at the sky, that one called Sirius or dog star, but on here on earth. Fly away sun. Ha ha fucking ha you are so funny Dan. A vase of flowers by the bed. My bare blue knees at dawn. These ruffled sheets and you are gone and I am going too. I broke your head on the back of the bed.... the baby died in the morning. I gave him a name. His name was Thomas. Poor little gal....His heart pounds like a voodoo drum.

原来人可以那样伟大为了爱一个人可以奉献出自己的一切原来做爱并不代表爱原来什么都可以放弃即使是自己但是却无法割舍一样堕落的爱侣原来爱情这样伟大堕落的身体里面其实一直有着一颗单纯的心灵物欲横流但是心的样子部曾变过

2006年2月，柏林，Heath Ledger带着他的Candy参展。

记者会上，不可避免地，有很多冲着Brokeback Mountain的问题。

Heath只是腼腆地笑着，礼貌地把话题拉回到Candy，他告诉大家：这部电影，是他闯荡好莱坞多年后，回到故乡拍摄的电影，他因此格外珍惜。

看Candy我看见，两个人在飙戏。

他们一样的漂亮，也同样有实力。

确实，论剧本，论制作，论导演，论角色，即使在小成本影片中，Candy都绝不算上乘。

她是一枚青涩的果实，却发散出一种令人晕眩的魔力。

那种揪人心肺的力量，竟让我如此难过。

镜头下的Abbie Cornish，美得不可方物，她赋予生命的Candy，不可理喻地隐忍，又异常神经地脆弱。

Candy一直承受太多，但她始终倔强，勇敢地对抗着，唯一哭过的两次，一次是当她和父亲分享自己怀孕的消息，另一次是得知自己最终没能保住孩子。

因为爱Dan，Candy染上了毒瘾，因为孩子，她试图戒毒。

但都失败了，爱情和爱情的结晶，都不可挽回地消失在苍茫无情的人世中，Candy对于生活仅有的那一点卑贱的要求，跌落在尘土飞扬的现实的大地上，碎了。

一开始就错了，从一开始。

当她遇见了Dan，她不顾一切地抓住这个男人像抓住一根救命稻草，想要逃离原来的生活。

但是他的无能和怯弱，始终没有累积到足够的能量，只会引她陷入更深，更无止尽的痛苦和沉沦。

Dan的爱帮不到Candy，爱情就像一针毒品，能带来一时美妙的幻觉，却改变不了命运的轨迹。

在梦中，他们相拥取暖，醒来后，是更彻骨的冰凉。

Candy绝望了，她用疯狂唤来了Dan的清醒。

是因为很爱你，所以我们不能再在一起。

Dan终于找了新工作，想清算了过去，准备开始新的人生...但是好遗憾，他却不能够了。

2008年1月，Heath在纽约曼哈顿的寓所意外离世。

新闻铺天盖地，果不其然地，有好事者翻出了Candy，像当年翻出哥哥的遗作《异度空间》一样。

他们说：看吧，他就是拍这部戏中“毒”太深。

Once upon a time, there was Dan and Candy……在澳大利亚明晃晃的阳光下，放纵地相爱着，挥霍着他们，看似无穷无尽的青春。

爱情不是面包。

说穿了，它什么都不是。

没有字幕。

所有都是在画面中感受到的。

绿色的饮料，白色的粉末，女孩Candy赤身躺在浴缸里，Dan躺在她旁边的地上，Candy突然窒息，Dan慌乱起来，他给Candy注射了一针，疯狂的摇着她，看着Candy醒过来，他松了口气坐到了水里。

从这个画面开始所有的爱都是有毒的，都是窒息的，都是无法自拔的，都是沉溺的，都是挣扎的，都是残忍的，都是相互伤害的，都是没有永远的。

只剩下爱情，大部分画面里都只有两个人，他们无可救药的爱着，所有的伤害都是递进的无法避免的。

终日里无所事事，只是吸毒和相爱，无法被父母祝福的结婚，在简陋的房间里，Dan神经质的看着电视，Candy在无法忍受的时候用烟灰缸砸向他的额头，血就流了下来。

他们在穷困潦倒的时候Candy做了妓女，Dan用钱换毒品。

他们有了孩子之后两个人还在没完没了的吸毒，床单越换越黄，他们保持的不变的姿势躺在床上，Candy挺着肚子在床上，Dan在卫生间，他们在忍受着毒瘾。

孩子终于在他们的一直争执中没有了。

他们搬到了郊外，Candy终于疯掉了，她在墙上写满了字，被送进医院。

Dan找到工作，重新生活。

Candy来看他，他们接吻，象最初那样，那些甜美的味道。

最终他们分开了，因为爱已经无法承受，那些欲望的诱惑是深渊里最甜的旧梦，梦醒时分到了。