实习医生格蕾第五季

我的大爱！

可以说这部片子对我影响非常大，改变了我对很多事情的看法。

有人说这是部乱伦片，但我更认为这是一部励志片。

这大概就是所谓的“清着阅之以成圣，浊者阅之以为淫”吧。

每个episode都有一个openning和ending，算是对该片断主题的一个总结。

每一个都make sense, 发人深省。

我都在网上下载下来了，没事了拿出来看看，特有感觉。

作为外科医生，他们每天面对的都是生死，病痛，Ｌｉｆｅ　ｉｓ　ｎｏｔ　ｓｕｐｐｏｓｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｈａｒｄ．珍惜自己拥有的平淡美好生活吧。

另外值得一提的是片中的插曲，以乡村音乐为主吧，每一首都插得超级到位，跟片子增色不少。

还有，帅哥美女很多哦　：Ｐ　（喜欢Ｄｅｒｉｃ，嘿嘿，还有Ａｄｄｉｓｏｎ，超级帅哥和美女呢，但片中我更希望Ｄｅｒｉｃ和Ｍｅｒｅｄｉｔｈ在一起）

这几集的GA和PP剧情连在一起了，看的太过瘾了。

PP的15集连着GA的14集，GA的15集连着PP的15集，PP的16集连在GA的15集，而且似乎那个孕妇如果治不好，这两个剧都会继续交织下去，真好真好跟GA这么久，这几集是在Addi离开GA后我最盼望看到的了，喜欢Derek和Addison在一起的感觉，太喜欢Addison了

在这一季Alex长大了，成了一个男人，一个丈夫；Meredith几乎变了个人，不再阴暗而怯懦，变得阳光而勇敢；Yang开始谈起纯纯的恋爱，学会表达，学会说I love you!Izzie终于经受了死亡的考验，看到了她的王子......一切似乎都不再纠结，但美剧永远不是偶像剧，George的死就像晴天霹雳，那个最镇定，最努力，最踏实，最善良，最可爱，最向上，性格最健全的George就这么莫名地没了毫无征兆......看这么多季格蕾，看那么多人的离开，告别，只有这一次，让我那么难过。

突然回想起第一季，他们刚刚进医院，经历那么多人那么多事，我仿佛也跟他们一起走了好长一段，一回头，恍如隔世......

Opening voiceover： Doctors spend a lot of time focused on the future Planning it Working toward it But at some point you start to realise Your life is happening now Not after med school Not after residency Right now This is it It’s here Blink and you’ll miss it 医生们花费很多时间关注未来 计划着 奋斗着 但从某种程度上你开始意识到 生活就在眼前 不在从医学院毕业后 不在住院实习期满后 就在眼前 就是这样 就在眼前 眨眼间转瞬即逝 Closing voiceover： Did you say it I love you I don't ever want to live without you You changed my life Did you say it Make a plan Set a goal Work toward it But every now and then Look around Drink it Because this is it It might all be gone tomorrow 你说过了吗 说我爱你 说我从未想过没有你的生活 说你改变了我的生活 你说过了吗 做一份计划 定下一个目标 为此努力 不时地 环顾身旁 沉醉其中 因为这就是生活 也许明天一切都灰飞烟灭 你说过了么？

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早知道Burke离职后就弃了，这个作为爽剧还行，但是仔细看剧情还是算了，垃圾

这是跟医疗有关的，一点都不严肃，手术的时候甚至可以因为私生活争吵，这是要干啥呀？

到处都是个人感情，然后真正的医生，比如说Burke、Bailey、Webber这些被折磨得很惨就前五季而言，最开始的五个人，我的评价是一个机器人、一个愚人、三个bitch，私下bitch一点也能理解，但是工作中还那么bitch，绝，要不是因为这群nc，这个医院会那么糟糕？

害群之马，唉然后愚人莫名其妙就草草噶了，三个bitch还活着，简直就离谱，不说整整齐齐，好歹也给个合适的理由噶呀，比如说出任务时噶了、突发疾病，不过也难怪，后期戏份就不多建议想将其作为医疗剧来看的另外找找吧，想看的比较爽的话还行

看了GA将近4年了，从来都没像最后这集这么情绪激动，本来情感生活混乱的ER已经男女排列组合到没有可以组合的又加之拉拉出场，到第五季我着实不想看下去了，它也逐渐成为可看可不看的无趣剧。

不想最后这集竟是如此大的变故。

IZ因为早就提出要退出该剧，所以心里早有准备，还在想怎么又过了一季还没退出呢。

可是蔫蔫的O'mally这种方式离开真是不受用。

美剧就是这点好，大家呼吁不想看到谁谁离开，编剧就会在接下来的几集里扭转事态，看中国电视剧你就要接受任何喜欢的角色离开（话说，主角是永远不会离开滴）。

原本打算放弃该剧的我也要苦等第6季回归。

牢骚发完，困到不行却睡不着了。

第六季要播出的时候，才开始看这部剧。

新闻里说，George的扮演者将不再出演第六季，隐约记得好像是对编剧的安排不满意。

所以看到第五季的时候，留心了一下George的角色，确实，戏份越来越少，生生地打了酱油。

有的时候甚至觉得George在剧中的处境，就是演员本身所陷入的编剧的处置，无助，无闻，无语。

S5E23的最后一幕，镜头转到George脸上的前一秒钟，我知道，这就是编剧终结这个角色的方式了。

当时心里还掠过了对编剧小小的赞叹，参军，去伊拉克，然后就理直气壮地不用再出现在这间医院里，对于不那么强大的George自己，也是人生的一种升华吧！

其实，我已经不记得George和007有什么关系了，所以当Meredith醒悟过来时所表现的惊恐确实吊足了我的胃口。

但是，万万没有，我万万没有想到，那个面目全非的人竟然就是George！

如果他只是另外一个故事，与每一集任何一个波澜不惊地事故无异，我也已经很爱这个故事了。

其貌不扬的男子，以他惯常的方式，认真友好地say Hi，也许面对眼前清新美好的女孩还带着一丝羞涩的微笑。

纵使只是一厢情愿。

然后，事情快得来不及描述，值得留在记忆里的只是，他推开女孩，自己被车撞得稀巴烂。

后来，女孩一直试图留在面目全非的男子身边，紧握的双手，满溢的泪眶，都让我相信，这会是一个美丽得不可多得的故事。

就算是一个nobody，也会是一个美丽得不可多得的故事。

可是，他是George！

回头来看，是啊，他是George，所有的描述，所做的一切，都是为他量身定制的。

最后的最后，Izzie穿着送走Denny时的那件美丽伤心的玫瑰色礼服站在电梯里，看着门打开后站在门外的George，两人相视一笑，释然，又残忍。

他们有多久没有像真正的Best Friends一样彼此坦诚，彼此安抚了，大概久得连观众也不记得了。

还好，最后的最后，在还来得及的时候，了却了。

虽然我知道，Izzie走不出那间电梯就会回去了。

刚刚才看完这一季，不再有George的下一季，我还是会为了编剧创造的人物和故事揪心开心下去。

虽然一直以来最爱的都是Izzie，但不由自主地写下这些留念，为了最后伟大牺牲的George。

最后的最后，理了寸头，穿着笔挺军装，淡然一笑的George，我从来都没觉得他那么帅过。

Alex在手术室里拿着心脏除颤器准备电击，倒计时的3s终于证明他的诊断是对的，他却全身发抖僵化到完全不能行走，那个镜头真心全季最戳泪点哪怕生活把你的勇气压得粉碎，有那么一刻你孤注一掷，你不被信任、被否决、为权威所抛弃，但你还是要坚强，战胜内心你最为恐惧的自我的反对声，告诉自己，要坚持。

因为当你再也不用恐惧内心的自我反对，那份被自我所证明过的喜悦，才最显弥足珍贵。

It feels so good to stay at home all day watching the shows you like. I can't complain about anything right now. 'Cause I actually feel really good, even my toughest anxiety becomes forgettable. I've finally got the chance to finish GA Season 5 today, and after that something drove me so hard to recollect the show from the very beginning as well as recollect the pieces of my life. 　　 　　When I first started watching GA, I've never thought it would mean this big for me. Some shows just not only the entertainment of our life, they're like friends who knew you at the first place and still they're always there giving you a shoulder to cry on. They carry our memories, histories and feelings. GA is the one for me. Maybe it's not the greatest show ever, but for me it's significant. I've been growing with it. I've been growing as every character does. I've been growing with a heart dark and twisty. 　　 　　It is true that when something begins, you generally have no idea how it's gonna end. The future is never what we've imagined. 　　 　　Back from the beginning, Meredith was asking her good looking one-night-standed partner with amazingly attractive hair to leave with a corny embarrassment revealed on her smiling face; Christina was confidently asking about being "selected as the best intern" and whining about Izz's former part time job as a model; George had never gave up being nice or getting close to the others, but he was taken as a joke; Izz was told to do the rectal examination and can't help making her face when she stuck her fingers into the ass of a patient; Doc. Baily was wearing her mushroom head which is subject to very popular criticism even today; Here comes Burke, the perfect guy who resolutely left his fiancée in the wedding ceremony and us in the middle of the show... 　　 　　We can't tell who's the best at the beginning. Meredith lost in the hospital; George panicked in the surgery room being watching and betted on by the other interns, and he got a creepy name "007"; Izz got Baily pissed off by interrupting her nap for a patient who needs antibiotics rather than the reason that someone was dying; Alex was just an arrogant rude jerk.... And I've been there before, panic, complain, lose, freak out, be silly, cocky, selfish and inconsiderate... or even worse. I can't tell whether I can handle my life rightly and bravely at that time neither. 　　 　　None of them have imagined they would become family of each other; None of them have predicted those pains, struggles, changes or those life and death things injected in their life; None of them have realized and expected those massive magnificent changes happening everyday around them; None of them have ever thought they would become this strong to handle the pain, the loss and departure. Just as what Izz said at the last "you don't recognize the biggest day of your life, not until you're right in the middle of it." We don't recognize anything until we're actually experiencing the most of it. Their life keeps growing deep. So does mine. And I'm growing deep too. I don't run away like before, I face things, I stand up on my own, and I handle them. GA is showing and witnessing the histories and changes of my life too. 　　 　　In GA, hospital is a battlefield, and doctors are soldiers. They don't surrender, because they can't. They've been working their ass off for saving lives, or not that great, just for avoiding mistakes and killing. But what they're doing is sacred. All of the stories going on in this show carry only one clue take the time to treasure. I'm gonna quote the last voice-over in the end of Season 5, and I'm gonna ask myself and everyone else who reads this article: 　　 　　Did you say it? "I love you. I don't ever wanna live without you. You changed my life..." Did you say it? Make a plan, set a goal, work toward it, but every now and then, look around, drink it in. 'Cause this is it. It might be gone tomorrow.【拼写错误已修正，见谅】

“Did you say it? 'I love you, I don't ever wanna live without you, you changed my life.' Did you say it? Make a plan, set a goal, work for it, but every now and then, look around, drink in it. 'Cause this is it, it might all be gone tomorrow.”